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HEADACHE
4 days been past and tonight
finally i can fall to sleep!!
so HAPPY bout that!!
wakakakaka...

these few days kept dreaming
during working hour much better
busy marh..
then my mind will not so easy fall into dreaming situation
when never the clock point at 6 PM
the nightmare of the day started already

reality and dream
when i am dreaming
- i am a good child for my parents
- i had enough money to help my parents
- wet till over night with friends
- dear is with me
- overnight with dear
- kissing dear
- hug-ing dear
- bring her far far away
* still got alot, but i forgotten d! *

but in fact..
- i am a child who giving lots of problems for them
- early in the morning work till night time, no time for myself
- my acting still like a child, not mature enough
- i am timid as a mouse, not dare to do so
- kept promise here and there but no reaction
- not responsible


dear,
just ignore wat i said it to u just now
these few days i am lock-ing myself
felt i am facing the war alone
so cold and so dim =.=

all right,
stop here
tomolo hav to go for work earlier
hav to count coins again!
@.@



dear i love you!
muax!