drunk

weekends
waiting time to come
and waiting time to flow away
feel like dying mood >.<

saturday
thought will be hanged out with dear nor buddies
mana tau..
stayed at home for the whole day
KANASAI!!!
so boring and feel like dying
the time of flowing was killing me!!
aizzzzz...
faced to my beloved lao gong for almost 18 hours!
guess my eyesides will become more teruk d =D

well..
night time is here!!!
wakakakaka...
went to pusat bandar puchong jaya's food court
meet with my lovely aiya daddy and mummy
they are leaving me and going back to US soon
sob...

7 people in a rounded table
with...
- 1 large glass of orange juice
- 2 medium glasses of orange juice
- 1 warm barley
- a plate of fried oyster
- a plate of satays
- a plate of satung kangkung
- 6 botteles of GOLD CALSBURG ***

aiya daddy and mummy shared about their past with us
so intrested bout it!!
talked and talked..
from 1130pm till 3am
siao wer..
and i totally drunk!!
calsburg with 5.5 percent of alcohol
guess..
how much i had drink?!
almost 10++ GLASSES of it!!
wantoto @@

but i was so happy and high!!
now i finally understand why the olds like to get into drunk
problems will get lost in their mind within the seconds
and the happiness are following them
althought that will be for a second
but the only second could be happened much things
rather than NOTHING

oppss..
i am too far already
COME BACK!!!
muahahaha...

drunk equally to easily to fall into sleep
as u all know that i had become the
SECOND GENERATION of PANDA
my eyes were rounded by black coulor
@@

thought i could hav a nice sleep
mana tau..when i steped into my room
and my room was...
"flooded"
wondering wat happen
"apasal banjir?!"
and my stuff was wet!!
sob...

tangki spoiled
i became the victim!!
@@

today will be again no place for me to sleep
anyone of u willing to let a place for me =D

well..
let us go for pictures =D



*is that enough?!*

* the water keep dropping...*

* while this fellow still can sleep till so nice!!! =D *

* lastly.. hugging with my little doggy sleep * ngek..ngek..ngek..

PEK CHIK!!!

QMS system down again?!
i was so glad when i heard that!!
no need to rush
no need to be forced
can be relax during the work
mana tau..
afternoon around 12 like that the technical man came over and serviced
KANASAI!!!
why that fellow came?!
i hate him..
hahahaha..

during end of the day
i kept finding and searching for my vouchers
very TENSHION and PEK CHIK de lo
from left to right ; top to ground
i still can't find it
wondering to punch someone
willing to hit the wall
as well as scolding those wried words out

BOY arr BOY BOY...
BE PAITENT!!!!
went out to take some space and a deep breathe..
PHEW~

the movement i steped again into the office
my brother told me that i am BALANCED!!
no need to find those stupid vouchers
just to minus this and that then u will get it d!!
i was... @@

forget bout it..

when i reached home for a few minutes
i received a called from my dear
she is sick!!!
oh my gosh..
leeligun...
see how strong is ur virus!!
my little dear also kena liao leh!!!
i suggest and advice those people who going to visit the mouse,
u all hav to wear along a mask!!
SHE IS TOP DANGEROUS PERSON!!!
wahahahahaha...

night time
went to PUTERI again
meet with my primary schoolmates
YAM CHA wor...
destination was BOSTON
my friends were kept bull shiting bout me with the waitress
said that how come i am so good with the waitress
thought that i know bout her
eh HELLO~
i am first tiem that meet her leh!
i mana tau dia wor.. @@
kept asking me to take phone number from her
SORRY~
i hav a girl that is so nice to me
the only girl that can't be replaced by others!!!
my lovely dear!!!

these few days down
realised that lots of my friends fall sick d!
the world is changing
all of u must take care ur self very well
drink more water and try to rest more!!

lastly,
my little dear arr...
take more rest!!
i was so worried when i knew u are in sick!!
wondering to visit u just now
but for sure u will ignore my request
and said that u will take care ur self
............
just remember that i will always right here for u!!
a call will be directly get me in front of u!!
( but need some time to fly over to u de la
i tak ader helikopter nia =D )

get well soon dear!!
i miss u
and of course love u very much!!
muax!!




- second generation of PANDA -

SMILES

now is 1106pm
just finished my bath =D
during the time when i was bathing
i am thinking wat happend for today
am i enjoy the day of today?!
oh yes!!
i enjoyed!!

let me REFRESH back wat happened for today!!

morning
accident happened
today my mood was damn good
i ate breakfast before i go for work
5 slices of bread with a can of mayonise
in the end when i put back those tools
suddenly...
"PLIANG PLANG...BOOM......"
the mayonise was on the floor everywhere
@@
oh my gosh..
i am dreaming man..
dear, see how big were u!
influenced me till this situation
wahahahaha

okie..stop with that
back to topic!!!

fast fast clean up the floor
before my mom back to fetch me
the glasses were every where
so tiny..
hard to totally clean up
not even 2 minutes
my mom was home
the minute i stood up and turned over
i saw a pool of blood on the floor
@@
mana tau i sendiri kena
see how stupid am i
swt..
fast fast wash my legs with water
then took plasters and fly into the car
how careless am i early in the morning
even till now
dunno is there still got any pieces of glass that left on my foot
=.=

working time
KANASAI!!
QMS system down for whole day!!
using queue system
is all right i still can accept for it
but the most beh tahan
and feel like punching someone
was the attitude of the customers
QUEUE , they can't understand wat is the meaning
ok..fine..
i served one by one
mana tau..
few of them kept scolding me!
eh HELLO uncle aunty
the system down, none of my business!!
wan to appeal bout me?!
GO AHEAD!!

BEH TAHAN with them!!!

overall i am still satisfied bout my job for today
i went back home early!!
630 then left the horrible office d =D
wondering to meet with my dear
but failure >.<

night time out with my super duper maid
we bought alot of stuff back home
and wat u know..
i used over 100 for it
GOSH...
felt like my ass is publishing CASH notes to use
hahahaha...

well, is time to sleep d!
if not tomolo hav no energy to face the WAR of money
wahahahaha...

dear,
i love you!!
muax!!!


- huging my little doggy -

machine

HEADACHE
4 days been past and tonight
finally i can fall to sleep!!
so HAPPY bout that!!
wakakakaka...

these few days kept dreaming
during working hour much better
busy marh..
then my mind will not so easy fall into dreaming situation
when never the clock point at 6 PM
the nightmare of the day started already

reality and dream
when i am dreaming
- i am a good child for my parents
- i had enough money to help my parents
- wet till over night with friends
- dear is with me
- overnight with dear
- kissing dear
- hug-ing dear
- bring her far far away
* still got alot, but i forgotten d! *

but in fact..
- i am a child who giving lots of problems for them
- early in the morning work till night time, no time for myself
- my acting still like a child, not mature enough
- i am timid as a mouse, not dare to do so
- kept promise here and there but no reaction
- not responsible


dear,
just ignore wat i said it to u just now
these few days i am lock-ing myself
felt i am facing the war alone
so cold and so dim =.=

all right,
stop here
tomolo hav to go for work earlier
hav to count coins again!
@.@



dear i love you!
muax!

who am i

third week of the 2010
seems like my life getting worst and sucks!
why?!
doesn't know
myself also kept asking bout this question
so dun ask me why!

every midnight almost 1 or 2 only go for bed
suffered when i was rolling on the bed
am i going to eat pills to control myself?!
NO!!!! NO!!!! NO!!!!
ANTI-MEDICINE!!!

but wat should i do?!
doesn't know wat i need
my mind is blank..

NIGHT TIME IS KILLING ME!!!
GOSH!!!

MR BOY!
AWAKE!!!
DUN DREAM!!!!

-sigh-

for YOU!!

- FALL FOR YOU -

the best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
could it be that wat have been this way before?
i know you don't think that i am trying
i know you're wearing thin down to the core

but hold your breath
because tonight will be the night
that i will fall for you over again
don't make me change my mind

or i won't live to see another day
i swear it's true
because a girl like you is impossible to find
you're impossible to find

this is not wat i intended
i always swore to you i'd never fall apart
you always thought that i was stronger
i may have failed, but i loved you from the start

ohh, but hold your breath
because tonight will be the night
that i will fall for you over again
don't make me change my mind

or i won't live to see another day
i swear it's true
because a girl like you is impossible to find
it's impossible

so breathe in so deep
breathe me in, i'm yours to keep
and hold on to your's words 'cause talk is cheap
and remember me tonight when you're asleep

because tonight will be the night
that i will fall for you over again
don't make me change my mind

or i won't live to see another day
i swear it's true
because a girl like you is impossible to find

tonight will be the night
that i will fall for you over again
don't make me change my mind

or i won't live to see another day
i swear it's true
because a girl like you is impossible to find
you're impossible to find

now the time is going to 1230 midnight
while i am still rolling on the bed again and again
can't get into dream
dunno why
mood is killing me

dear
missing u through day and night
but tonight..
my mind is all about you!
i would like to take this chance to tell my heart
the song of "fall for you"
express out wat i wanna to tell you

girl...
you are a girl that impossible to find
i will give all of my effort and spirit
to let u become a most happiness girl in this world
appreciate and thank god that i met you!

i love you!

-ingnoring-

almost late for work today
wat to do
last night kept rolling and rolling on the bed
and thinking bout...
ngek ngek ngek =D

MONDAY
a new day for the week for everyone
but wat..
it's a DEAD day for me!!!
800 over of customers for today
kept pressing and pressing the number from 930 till 300
NONE STOP!!!

my hands wanna to break
my brain going to burst!
GOSH...
if they just in and out
without asking those rubbish
i think the procedures could be done faster
but there's NO WAY!
in their mind are full of QUESTIONS
while i hav to prepare up lots of the ANSWERS for them
answer A,B,C cannot
then go for answer D
if these answer they also cannot accept
"my dear customer, u may find my officer to ask"
siao man..

coins
parents came with 2 big bottles of coins
WITHOUT seperat-ing!!!!
siao wer..
50cents
20cents
10cents
5cents
count till i wanna to throw the machine d!!
if there's a chance
i sure will throw the machine far far away!!
till SOUTH AFFICA!!!
dun ever come back again!!
muahahahahaha...

STOP with those stupid job life
coming 8 hours ++ i hav to back to office again
and wat u know
having MEETING again later!!
wat the FARK..
always organise those useless meeting de lo
wasting my time and spirit
tolong tolong larh..
anyone of u can help me to escape the meeting?!
-BAD BOY-

dear
i miss so much!!
day dreaming
night deraming
all also bout u! =D
u are too pretty and beautiful d =D

opps..
too much of it already!
stop!
if not i will shock sendir!
muahahaha

sleep la ah boy,
later got meeting arrr
GO GO GO!!!

sweet heart

had a nightmare last night
this morning kept...
awoke and slept
slept and awoke
this action kept repeat and repeated from 8am till 1pm
GOSH..
how can i survive with this situation?!
TOLONG arrr...

without brushing my teeth or clean up myself
i straight away online till evening!!!
till my dear to find me!!
wahahahaha...

and wat u know..
she's free and able to out with me at night time!!!
wohohooooo!!!!!
i was so shock and happy!!
=D

since the movement she said that to me
then i was waiting and waiting the time to come!!!
401pm..
450pm...
514pm....
610pm.....
650pm......
"boy boy, i can go out by now!!!"
the first reaction from me was..
RUSH to toilet!!

after half an hour
then straight away fly to dear's house
the movement she step out from the house
i was.. @.@
we are wearing the same shirt out!!!
wahahhaha..
well, back to the topic..
at first we decided to hav a delicious dinner together
wanna to bring her to midvalley
mana tau...
she said too far d..
LAZY
=.=

so after been walking for a few distance
dear made a conclusion..
DESTINATION : BANDAR PUTERI
TRANSPORT : PUBLIC BUS
RESTAURANT : PAPARICH

-SILENT-
all the way we are there and even during dinner time
we were silent kept watching here and there
even a fly pass by also can hear =.=
wat to do, both of us were a slow but sweet couple ma..
hahahaha =D

after and after..
we are begin to chit chat talking here and there
every rubbish also can be chated!!
see..
this was us!

but the most stupid thing was
during the time when we waiting a bus to back home
first bus - U 69
( this car cannot back to our house one la - dear )
second bus - mini bus
( lets go, we go to sunway high again lo - boy )
third bus - U 69
(.........)

ONE HOUR BEEN GONE...
"i give u 5 minutes more to wait arr, if no bus then sit taxi back home!"
"gosh.. dear i wish there's no bus for now, i wanna to stay with u!"

1 minute past ( kept laughing )
2 minute past ( "still got how many minutes to go arr?")
3 minutes past ( dear i love you! )
4 minutes past... ( INPATIENT )
A SHINY BUS WAS HERE..
and wat u know..
it was U69!!

guess wat,
we sat the bus back home
swt
that means the past hour that we waited was
for syok!!
hahahahaha

sent her back home
and giving a truely heart kiss for her
dear i love you very much!!

opppsss
is time to say good night
now is 1228am
later on hav to work
bull shit of the job!!
i DUN CARE!!!
tomolo i wan to see my dear again!!
muahahahaha...

- the last kiss tasted like tabacco -

lim pui mun

title's name was my dear!!!
wakakaka..

oh ya guys, now was 14th jan 2010
and the time is 0035
i am still hanging around here

these few days can't sleep well
nightmare for every nighs
kept awake and sleep
awake and sleep..
repeat and repeat till the clock rang
gosh..
how am i going to sleep?!
TOLONG TOLONG la..
give me some time to SLEEP!!!!

working in a
terrible
horrible
and...
vegetable
XXXX

every morning hav to reach early
every night almost i am the last who be back home
job duties heavy than others
serving number of customers was the highest
kept walking in and out through the back room
everytime short cash
NO LUCH AND NO RECESSES TIME for me!!!
these all are really pulling me to...
DEATH!!!

at least when never when i am down
there's someone who kept hidding behind of me
there's someone who care of me
there's someone who talk to me
there's someone who NOT LEAVING me at all!!!
the person is a VIP ( Very Important PIG )
in my life!!!

DENG DENG DENG DENG!!!!
LIM PUI MUN
the girl who always right beside of me
how ever how bad am i
she will stick with me =D

dear ,
i love you!!!
muax!!!

* FUCK man!!!
later having branch meeting!!!! *

你現在的快樂 不是因爲我 我很難過

first week of 2010 had been past
kinda busy for the week
bank life was totally scucks!
maybe i am still a "child"
can't get used with it

working from early in the morning
till midnight of the day!
almost 14++ hours been donated to bank
yet the ISO sirim will be coming on tuesday
interview-ing those new stuff
as ME!!!

hav to prepare myself
study and understanding those points points
gosh!!!
busy and tired
it is killing me man!
i need some space and air
PLS...

besides
mum and uncle kept pushing me for a course
oh my god...
am i too free nothing to do?
or just once a time saw me that i am free and played with com
and thoguht that i am FREE?!

NO!!! NO!!!! NO!!!!
i was be pressure by the bank
hav to face with this cruel society
wearing different kind of masks
doing those stupid things..
are that not enough inflict on me?!
still hav to send me for a course?!
PLEASE....
i am really tired
can u give me a chance to out from it?

u might be dissapointed and felt useless on me
but i am really trying my best to be the best already
wat ever wat i did
wat i told
wat i said
u will never listen and just past by bout it
maybe u are busy
i may understand bout it
but why can't u stand over my stand and think bout me?!

in between
there's been 6 days didn't meet with girl
almost 1 week!!!
how can i be bear with it?!
anyway through in and out
i know that u are live happily
i also will be flow along ur happiness

felt like a moutain of trobles are felt on me!
can i over come it?

all of them might not understand me
but at least and the one who will always
stand beside of me
i wish u will be here with me

[tired + burden]
MOVE AWAY from me!!!

i only wan my dear
i love you!

wat you want

today ah boy mood was -0.10
when never the person who talk to him,
the perosn will beh tahan
straightly shoot gao him!

first and foremost,
i would like to say sorry to..
those people who be mad by me
and of course my dear..

today i'm really damn unusual!!!
mind kept thinking RUBBISH and RUBBISH!!!!
anyone of u who willing to pack me up
and throw me into gerbage bin?!
or anyone of u willing to tie me up
and bring me the the TANJUNG RAMBUTAN?!
if here u are,
just come ahead and do so!!!

kept turning the emotional
when facing the different kind of people
MASK?!
i DUN WAN to wear mask!!!!!!!
pls let me go...

knife / brick
besides of this 2 kinds weapon
i wan to..
hug u dear!!!

- dying under the bridge -

walking under the rain with the SMILES
excuse me, boy are u all right?
with "smiles"?!?!??!!!
hahahahaha...

just came back from outside
meet with dear
both of us just awoke
very de blur blur
walking through the street per street
chit chat here and there

suddenly..
"tik tok tik tok.."
the sound of rain
then become...
"BLURM~"
siao wer...
then fast fast back home lorh..

still not yet take bath then keep bloging d
=D




i love you!
muax!!!

midnight

- the camera gurl for the night -

- SRJK (C) DA TONG's badminton court

- carlsberg or chinese tea?! =D -

- of course carlsberg =D -

- promoting carlsberg -

( the most leng zai one =D )

- wat i saw?! -

- how to open with a lighter?! =.= -

- BIG -

- YEE LING temple!!! -

( my sis's temple =D )

- SJK (C) CONFUCIAN -

- DUNNO @.@ -

- hundreds of sandwhich!!! -

- kuih-muih -

DATE : 2/1/10
DAY : friday

TIME : 845pm - 400am++

DESTINATION : SRJK (C) DA TONG

ACTIVITY : badminton

new year eve

when the hands of watch pointed at 12
it is the year of 2010 going to step in my history of my life
special day should be celebrated with special person =D

went to sunway pyramid to welcome the new year
around 930 we reached there
first and foremost sure hav to full up our tummy =)
ate porridge as our dinner..
GOSH...
dunno am i suei or wat..
when never wat i ordered
after a few minutes the waitress sure come beside of me and told me
"sorry, the porridge that mr ordered finish already,
could u change to another one? so sorry bout it"
i was...
but we had a special discount ( 1 percent ) for the foods!!
althought just for the 1 percent and the foods that i ordered finished,
but their services quite good
i might come again to have meal at here! =D


after our dinner
we walked around and around to pass the time
back to the main door that we entered
had a pic with the hundreds bottels of "HEINEKEN"
(should be like that to spell larh)
wanna to find someone to capture for us also difficult =.=
luckily got dear's friend - yi an
first time meet her, the next day she knew wat's my name
wondering am i so well-known =D

walked and walked..
reached the end of the sunway pyramid then had a rest
mana tau..
the place that we sat was the place that fireworks will be appeared!
both of us were...
SO LUCKILY!!!!
sat there for 2hours30minutes plus d..
my backbone and my ass pain till..
but can sat together with dear wat pain also will forget!!

"WOO..WOOOOOO....."
the sound shouted and was the new year!!!
YEAH~~
finally let me waited this movement!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!

__________________________________________

dear
i really can't imagine my last day of 18th was together with u and welcoming the new year
i am so happy and glad!
i wish the coming year..
when never and wat ever happen u will right beside of me,
u are always in healthy,
u are good in studies..

and of course i wish my family
all of them are in healthy and get wat they need!

GOD bless us!

boy love girl!!
muax!!!