Thursday, September 23, 2010

nowadays

missed 3 times of consultation with doctor E
the first sentence from her mouth will be
"hey, you are getting fatter and fatter weihh!!"
i was, sweat! dun feel like visiting her
E stopped me from ice-cream-ing and alcohol-ing
if i love my life ==lll
so people, i really hav to stop for a time till i get the permission =(
dun eat in front of me!!! xD

mooncake festival
last night went to puteri hill, enjoyed it much
so near yet so far
tonight went to brother's house
walking all the ways with tanglungs =)

althought i am in the situation full of
jokes, laugh, smile, fighting
but i am not happy at all =/

looking on the moon which be decorated by god
it's so round and big,
but you are not with me
meaningless, lifeless

bao bei, i miss you very much!!!

Sunday, September 19, 2010

i need you

i tried hard and challenged myself to
forget everything bout you
but i really can't do so
i am pissed off

trying hard to get a target ;
but my mind is with you ,
holding others hand ;
but the feel is not warm as you ,
kissing others cheek ;
but it taste so sour ,
hugging others as tide as i can ;
but it feel so wrong.

yes, i admit that
lpm, i love you!!




but why i be abandoned
i need a hug from you,
would you?

Sunday, September 5, 2010

I AM FREAKING MISS YOU !!!!