i am not belogs to who

i am tan yee jen born in earth
from my mom's vagina
i am not belongs to you or she or him nor whom
i am who am i!

i am trying to be the only one ^^

money

money is an important item in our daily life.
once u opened ur eyes and going to start ur day,
u are starting to use "money"
I HATE MONEY
without money, i will not be in this cruel world


sick of MONEY!!!





* although my looks seems like a lala , but my heart still the same. i am who am i *

nowadays

missed 3 times of consultation with doctor E
the first sentence from her mouth will be
"hey, you are getting fatter and fatter weihh!!"
i was, sweat! dun feel like visiting her
E stopped me from ice-cream-ing and alcohol-ing
if i love my life ==lll
so people, i really hav to stop for a time till i get the permission =(
dun eat in front of me!!! xD

mooncake festival
last night went to puteri hill, enjoyed it much
so near yet so far
tonight went to brother's house
walking all the ways with tanglungs =)

althought i am in the situation full of
jokes, laugh, smile, fighting
but i am not happy at all =/

looking on the moon which be decorated by god
it's so round and big,
but you are not with me
meaningless, lifeless

bao bei, i miss you very much!!!

i need you

i tried hard and challenged myself to
forget everything bout you
but i really can't do so
i am pissed off

trying hard to get a target ;
but my mind is with you ,
holding others hand ;
but the feel is not warm as you ,
kissing others cheek ;
but it taste so sour ,
hugging others as tide as i can ;
but it feel so wrong.

yes, i admit that
lpm, i love you!!




but why i be abandoned
i need a hug from you,
would you?

I AM FREAKING MISS YOU !!!!

5 days gone

5 days holidays past
enough for resting
no more playing and no more lazy
is time back for work
fight against world war 3
WORKS, HERE I COME!!!

jogging, badminton, netball, badminton,
volleyball, badminton, basketball and badminton
these are the sports i did during this 5 days
it's tired and my energy all gone!!
my back bone almost break into two
felt down for many times
and now my legs full of blister
wat to say..
PADAM MUKA
but i enjoy it very much!!
ngek ngek ngek..

besok i can give a reason for MC
YAHOOO ^^
or bungkus kan my leg like pao for work?! xD

you pushed me so far and let me alone there
do u know i will miss u badly?


- idk -

MERDEKA

congrate to my lovely country
which is 53 years old this year
MALAYSIA - MI DIT GA xD

today went back to office
helping clearing department
the cheques like a BIG BIG BIG mountain
if i not mistaken i guess there's 4000++ cheques
luckily i am not working today
besides lots of cheques
the number of customers from morning
was 100++
BERTERIMA KASIH kepada tuhan
i am save from quarrel and pressure xD
but so sorry to my friends who working!!
good luck lar..

oh yea..today my leng lui officer came too!!!
too bad i miss a chance to hav lunch with her xD

meet up with onion bang members
yam cha and chit chat..
nothing much changes between them
but hee kiaw's voice turned to very sexy
hee kiaw arr hee kiaw,
drink more water and dun talk too much of XXX stuff jor xD
after that become driver

tonight, idk why i am so care bout u
i miss you very much
looking to the fire works and tought of you
i smile alone in the car
dear, i love you!!

hopefully tomolo everything will get well
my mind will back to normal
tan yee jen..

- peace -