<3

meeting with boss

they talked lots, and i almost fall asleep!

can i skip away from any meeting?

mask is a MUST accessories for me

morning, A mask

afternoon, B mask

evening, C mask

night, D mask

midnight, E mask ):

can someone tell me wat are u to me?

* hate you ! *

kate tsui tsz shan <3

miss hong kong for the year of 2004

she's hot and sexy!!

love her so much!! <3

"sempadan negeri sembilan" i hate the sign board!!

dun ever ask me drive to that place!

FML

KEEP FIT !!!!!!!!!! (:

- emo kia -

my sweet weekends gone!

stone in the room for 38 hours T.T

although that's boring but i can

SAVE MONEY!!! (:

skipped two days jogging section,

eat gao gao during weekends

seafoods, junk foods, soft drinks and beers @@

fats coming back to me T.T

ohhh NOOOOO!!!!!

my 2 pax muscle gone!!!!

hahahahahahahaha (:

JJ, oh yeah!!!

currently love his songs so much!!

emo songs xD

* i miss you so much *

the movement we together <3

disasters starting to attack our lovely world

japan, indonesia, thailand...

would malaysia will become the next victim?

people, please awake and save the world!

i been transfer to front line operation

duties will be totally different, quite hard to turn myself to the new situation

but what, i can be back home before 830 (:

having happy hour with my colleagues last night

two big jugs of alcohol drinks, get one free jug from MR DEN

end up i drank eight glasses of carlsberg <3

gonna be killed by doctor E

after that went for movie - hop, with 2 lapsap kaki (:

17th, 19th, april, HERE I COME!!!

* i miss you <3 *

life will not rewind

as per everyone knows that time will not rewind
once its happend consider as history and memory
but wat..
can i have a chance to hold ur hands one more times
with a sweet heart and telling you that
i love you <3

can you feel my heart beat?!


* baobei, i miss you *

friends

friends,
colour up my life,
friends,
tought me alots,
life will become meaningless without friends =)

i am glad and proud of being a part of you all,
wantan, bluefox and crazy frog
my ears, my spirit is here for you all!!


<3

i am not belogs to who

i am tan yee jen born in earth
from my mom's vagina
i am not belongs to you or she or him nor whom
i am who am i!

i am trying to be the only one ^^

money

money is an important item in our daily life.
once u opened ur eyes and going to start ur day,
u are starting to use "money"
I HATE MONEY
without money, i will not be in this cruel world


sick of MONEY!!!





* although my looks seems like a lala , but my heart still the same. i am who am i *

nowadays

missed 3 times of consultation with doctor E
the first sentence from her mouth will be
"hey, you are getting fatter and fatter weihh!!"
i was, sweat! dun feel like visiting her
E stopped me from ice-cream-ing and alcohol-ing
if i love my life ==lll
so people, i really hav to stop for a time till i get the permission =(
dun eat in front of me!!! xD

mooncake festival
last night went to puteri hill, enjoyed it much
so near yet so far
tonight went to brother's house
walking all the ways with tanglungs =)

althought i am in the situation full of
jokes, laugh, smile, fighting
but i am not happy at all =/

looking on the moon which be decorated by god
it's so round and big,
but you are not with me
meaningless, lifeless

bao bei, i miss you very much!!!

i need you

i tried hard and challenged myself to
forget everything bout you
but i really can't do so
i am pissed off

trying hard to get a target ;
but my mind is with you ,
holding others hand ;
but the feel is not warm as you ,
kissing others cheek ;
but it taste so sour ,
hugging others as tide as i can ;
but it feel so wrong.

yes, i admit that
lpm, i love you!!




but why i be abandoned
i need a hug from you,
would you?

I AM FREAKING MISS YOU !!!!

5 days gone

5 days holidays past
enough for resting
no more playing and no more lazy
is time back for work
fight against world war 3
WORKS, HERE I COME!!!

jogging, badminton, netball, badminton,
volleyball, badminton, basketball and badminton
these are the sports i did during this 5 days
it's tired and my energy all gone!!
my back bone almost break into two
felt down for many times
and now my legs full of blister
wat to say..
PADAM MUKA
but i enjoy it very much!!
ngek ngek ngek..

besok i can give a reason for MC
YAHOOO ^^
or bungkus kan my leg like pao for work?! xD

you pushed me so far and let me alone there
do u know i will miss u badly?


- idk -

MERDEKA

congrate to my lovely country
which is 53 years old this year
MALAYSIA - MI DIT GA xD

today went back to office
helping clearing department
the cheques like a BIG BIG BIG mountain
if i not mistaken i guess there's 4000++ cheques
luckily i am not working today
besides lots of cheques
the number of customers from morning
was 100++
BERTERIMA KASIH kepada tuhan
i am save from quarrel and pressure xD
but so sorry to my friends who working!!
good luck lar..

oh yea..today my leng lui officer came too!!!
too bad i miss a chance to hav lunch with her xD

meet up with onion bang members
yam cha and chit chat..
nothing much changes between them
but hee kiaw's voice turned to very sexy
hee kiaw arr hee kiaw,
drink more water and dun talk too much of XXX stuff jor xD
after that become driver

tonight, idk why i am so care bout u
i miss you very much
looking to the fire works and tought of you
i smile alone in the car
dear, i love you!!

hopefully tomolo everything will get well
my mind will back to normal
tan yee jen..

- peace -

who am i

friday, the first day of my holiday
a crazy day with my beloved friends
especially crazy frog!!
she is the one who accompany me the whole day
badminton - mba
bbq plaza, mc flurry - ioi
volleyball - merak field
be driver to sunway too!!
night time yam tong shui
during on the way back home
shouting like sa kai inside of the car xD

second day down to ioi again
bought a big ice cream from jusco
then went to pantai remis and enjoyed the desert

seems like everything going good and good right?
planning like chun and nice
but at the night time
i really freaking bo mood
day time laughed till like gila babi
but night time i back to be who am i actually
i very hate to be like that
but i can't control myself
TOLONG =(

cry without sound

great night ^^

as i always say the word of "keep fit"
today, i did it!! YEAH ^^
feel happy and enjoy the night
thanks to them who accompany me

we found out someone who left his phone beside of the court
we managed to call the owner and wan to return it
first call picked up by a philipina girl
who kept speaking talking something that we dunno
but i am the only one who can talk to her ==lll
then they macam tak boleh percaya
called for another phone num
his daughter, she picked and we finalize
tomolo return the phone to the owner
BLACK BERRY phone leh xD
people, we did a good job!!

omg people,
tonight i am totally fish weiihh
talking with a stranger while i am driving
suddenly "BIBABOOOM", the word of
"wat the fuck" came out from my itchy mouth
and the whole car was laughing ==lll
sorry la grandma, not to say that i am bad la..
paiseh o ^^


TIRED xD

-so near yet so far-

kambateh

people, how are you guys?
i am all right ^^
due to ghost festival day
i was supper happy xD

finally u tought and did it
no matter how bad is the situation
in money nor physical and mental problem
i will fully support
i wish you can afford and make a good result for us!!
anyway try to finish up early and sleep as early as possible
me and them will be very worry bout u
i will try to make the time and help you
kambateh ^^

OMG..
people, stop calling
AH BOY and AH BOY
i am totally STRESS weihhh..
keep me far far away!!
thank you ==lll

prince..


- rest in peace -

rainy

these few days the weather is killing me
once the sun right on top of the world
it will be hot till can fried an egg
once the sky turned dark and wind blew
it will be rainy day, cold till can be ice cube
pls love the world before it end..

mask,
idk why these few days lots of people wearing mask
they like to act how pity are them
and talked bad bout the innocent one
i dun mind to talk less and do more
but sometimes, it's over man
they had their limit,
how bout me?!
always compare me with the others
i am good enough, no need to be compared!!
and stop annoying towards me!!

i like to stay under the rain
i like to play under the rain
i like to sleep under the rain fall

i scare one day i call you up
and u ask, "who are you?"
and asking me, "why i calling you"
could it be that u forget me? =(

today meeting
tomolo morning meeting again
BABI betol..
very du lan!!

- dun ask me to smile, cause i dunno how to smile -

foget forgive and forward

today,
no point to think bout it
you will not care
not bother bout it
even turn over and look at me also, no
idk, maybe u had throw me aside
will not know i am the one
who still crying =(

well, a new week
today office came a leng lui relief officer
she is so leng weihhh
but too bad she is sitting right to the end of the corner
i was keep making noice to my officer
request she sit behind of me xD

these few days i am extremely bo lui
wondering where is my money go!!
1 day 1k gone ==lll
i think i hav to become a working machince
24 hours none stop!!

i wish there's 68 hours per day

-rest in peace -

"anti tan yee jen"
this is the words that can describe my life
idk wat happen to the people
kept mad towards me
even the idiot babi also did so to me
wat is this weihh
wat i did?!
all of u are fucking idiot!!
doesn't wan to see me
i will disappear myself
no need to big small sound at the corner
beh tahan with you all..

last night due to my sis sick
i slept in the living room for one night
the next day i woke up
my back bone cacat dao.. ==lll
the sofa is not soft enough xD

hari ini tak tau apa sick
till this second my eyes so big like gold fish
cham lorh..tomolo sure sleep till dunno wat time de lo
keep playing toy story's game ==lll

on fb alomst 24 hours!!
my eye sight getting worst and worst
tolong lorh..
pull me out from the online life xD

SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP!!!
SHOOOOO~

different

we are creation of god
created us into different kind of people
some of them might be
fat fit slim tall nor short
he set it
we can't blame to anyone
should appreciate and love our life

dude, so sorry
not i doesn't wan to talk
got lots of things to share with you all
but, i really dunno how to share its

both of us are different situation
you are busy in study
while i am busy with my works
you are stress with ur studies
can shout out with ur classmates nor friends
while i can't do so
my colleagues all scare to die and lose
different department different talks
i can't share with you all
cause i am working under a security company
u can out for lunch with classmates
but i can't out with them
they are calculative

idk, this was my thinking
u may say that i am jealous-ing you
yes, i admit!!
so i wish to listen more bout ur life
rather than my rubbish
i miss school life..

the ghost festival no leng lui gap
too bad..

these few days always slept around 2/3am
i really gonna die soon de la
not enough sleep..

- IMY -